No one told me chaos wasn’t a cure

For those of you who have been around for a while, remember the days when I used to say I NEED A JOB! You know, something to do with my time and to keep my mind off of Bill.  What the fuck was I thinking?  I have now filled my plate so full I have [...]

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And now I hear from the opposing team

My first week of work I was rounding up my license’s for the new boss.  I wasn’t sure about one of them and really didn’t think it was the real one.  Bill had a tendency to take care of me with all of that stuff and I was even surprised I had them in my [...]

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Let me draw the line for you

It is midnight and I’m frustrated.  I’m typing it out cause I’m annoyed and there is no way sleep can come when I have tears burning in my eyes.  Once again Dustin’s job reared its nasty head and it pissed me off and once again he sided with his job and I was left standing [...]

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My list of break up help

I feel like I’m getting to a point where I can look back and send out my own advice to people going through a similar situation.  Not that it is good advice, but if nothing else something to entertain you. Im kind of stealing this idea from a friend so for more go check out Rules [...]

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It is the damn happy couples

The more I mull this over in my head, the more I realize there is really something bothering me from this weekend.  I didn’t realize it had that big of an effect on me till last night when I lost it.  For the first time in weeks? the tears hit me.  I think it also had [...]

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Just take responsibility for your own actions

I can tell I’m working a J-O-B and not a career.  First of all one of my mangers is 22 and spends most of her nights not sleeping and coming directly into work straight for partying.  There have been endless moments when she has screwed something up.  My guess is to lack of sleep.  It [...]

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Aiding and Abedding an Affair

Sparky,
I went out for supper tonight with Lisa. She said she owes me.  We had a margarita and sat and swapped stories.  We laughed at me and you.  I told her about the ice storm, the hotel stays and going to Jacks house.  I told her about the nights and afternoons that we would sit [...]

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How to tell if they are having an affair

I’ve had a crappy couple past 24 hours it seems.  Not a lot of bright and shiny moments.  With all the cheating in the news I figure I could help everyone out. 
Sometimes there are the brave souls that step up and ask the “affair” questions.  Such as Where did you go to have sex? How [...]

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Crossing boundary lines

It was another day at the therapist.  This still makes me giggle a little to myself by the way.  I have done a lot of thinking over the past week about the control topic with Bill.  Today I spent a bit more time going into detail on how Bill was with me at work over [...]

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