There is still something about that man

Lisa moved in with me the other night after walking out on her husband.  Then moved back to her home the next day. This happened to be the same night Dustin chose to move some of his stuff out of our place. I’ll get to everything that falls in between those sentences in a post [...]

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If you will excuse me I’m Scroogin it today

I’ve been feeling a bit like a Scrooge the past couple of days.  I have been surrounded by everyone at work exchanging presents and going out for lunch together while I’m left sitting at my desk punching out audits. My frustration built yesterday as one thing after another went wrong.  I couldn’t hold back the tears [...]

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The first of the family get togethers

It seems all of us in the break up, blog world are going through the same thing right now- the Holidays are kicking our asses.  I feel perfect relief when I jump on someones blog and nod my head yes through the whole things because I could have written it verbatim.  Thank God I’m not [...]

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Signs, fate, and a little push

I believe in signs, fate, moments that happen for a reason.  I believe in that gut feeling and instinct that can kick in at certain times.  I believe things happen in your dreams that may push your soul farther than you know.  I believe in all of these things for a reason that I just [...]

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Getting back to the basics

It has been a long time since I have been in the dating world.  Not to sound full of it but I never had to many problems before.  There were always options and men around and I’m not shy so there weren’t a lot of dry spells.  It is just like getting back on a [...]

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No one told me chaos wasn’t a cure

For those of you who have been around for a while, remember the days when I used to say I NEED A JOB! You know, something to do with my time and to keep my mind off of Bill.  What the fuck was I thinking?  I have now filled my plate so full I have [...]

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And now I hear from the opposing team

My first week of work I was rounding up my license’s for the new boss.  I wasn’t sure about one of them and really didn’t think it was the real one.  Bill had a tendency to take care of me with all of that stuff and I was even surprised I had them in my [...]

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Thanksgiving weekend points

I’ve sat here for a while trying to figure out how to put my weekend down.  How to make the thoughts come out right.  My feelings have been  a tangled mess everywhere.  So I’ll just throw out the points.

I was soooo looking forward to the long weekend.  After work on Wednesday my new co-workers invited [...]

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One last puzzle piece

I have been going through this thing lately where I have been trying to get Bear to not watch so much TV.  So to give her other options I suggested we pull out an old 1000 piece puzzle that my Grandma had given me a while back and tackle it.  I haven’t done a puzzle [...]

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My last therapy session happened this week

Hell of a week for me to have my last session with my therapist right? It wasn’t this set in stone date by any means.  A few weeks ago I finished this stack of papers, or worksheets if you will, on losing someone.  Since then our time has slowed down and there isn’t much left [...]

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