There is still something about that man

Lisa moved in with me the other night after walking out on her husband.  Then moved back to her home the next day. This happened to be the same night Dustin chose to move some of his stuff out of our place. I’ll get to everything that falls in between those sentences in a post [...]

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Where do Bears come from?

I have debated with sharing something with you.  That thing is not a thing but the short person whom we call Bear that lives with us.  Many of you have asked where she came from and not in the sense of where do babies come from in general.  Just her, in general.  I’m sharing this [...]

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Signs, fate, and a little push

I believe in signs, fate, moments that happen for a reason.  I believe in that gut feeling and instinct that can kick in at certain times.  I believe things happen in your dreams that may push your soul farther than you know.  I believe in all of these things for a reason that I just [...]

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No one told me chaos wasn’t a cure

For those of you who have been around for a while, remember the days when I used to say I NEED A JOB! You know, something to do with my time and to keep my mind off of Bill.  What the fuck was I thinking?  I have now filled my plate so full I have [...]

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And now I hear from the opposing team

My first week of work I was rounding up my license’s for the new boss.  I wasn’t sure about one of them and really didn’t think it was the real one.  Bill had a tendency to take care of me with all of that stuff and I was even surprised I had them in my [...]

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My last therapy session happened this week

Hell of a week for me to have my last session with my therapist right? It wasn’t this set in stone date by any means.  A few weeks ago I finished this stack of papers, or worksheets if you will, on losing someone.  Since then our time has slowed down and there isn’t much left [...]

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I made it four days

I made it four whole days.  Four days before the tears happened.  How fucking hard is it to be happy?  That is all I’m asking.  Just to enjoy what I do and be happy at the end of the day with my life.  I fucking try.  And I know I should be grateful because that is [...]

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I almost peed my pants

Where have you been?!?
Oh, It has been me that has been absent.  I always get a little scared to jump back onto my blog after I’ve been MIA for a few days.  I’m afraid to see my numbers may have plummeted and no one loves me or pretends to love me anymore, which is sad.  [...]

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80’s hair bands and new Sergeants

It was almost 2 weeks after Bill left and Lisa decided I needed a night out drinking and dancing.  I grew out of this a long time ago.  It was never my thing in the first place.  Loud places, woman dressed in barely there outfits, bodies against bodies….I could only handle it once a year [...]

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My list of break up help

I feel like I’m getting to a point where I can look back and send out my own advice to people going through a similar situation.  Not that it is good advice, but if nothing else something to entertain you. Im kind of stealing this idea from a friend so for more go check out Rules [...]

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