It was almost 2 weeks after Bill left and Lisa decided I needed a night out drinking and dancing. I grew out of this a long time ago. It was never my thing in the first place. Loud places, woman dressed in barely there outfits, bodies against bodies….I could only handle it once a year [...]
Posts Tagged ‘dancing’
80’s hair bands and new Sergeants
Posted in Breakups, Love Affair, bill, love, missing you, tagged alone, anger, bill, breakup, control, dancing, divorce, Dreams, friends, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, Sex on October 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
For the love of your children
Posted in Love Affair, bill, divorce, dustin, love, missing you, tagged alone, breakup, dancing, divorce, Dreams, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair on August 22, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Because she wants to go see the latest Disney movie- we go. She asks for Bug Juice and I let her have it just this one time. We walk around the lake once more because it is to nice not to. Because she stands holding the Hannah Montana Movie begging please- and I give in. [...]
Coaching
Posted in bill, missing you, work, tagged bill, breakup, dancing, lonely, love, Love Affair, missing you, work on August 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have spent the past three years coaching gymnastics to kids 3-16. I loved it. After some discussions with Bill last Spring I decided to quit once recital was over. I was burnt out. Plus it didn’t make much sense with the new job him and I were going to be taking on.
It was a [...]
Twirling
Posted in Dreams, Fantasies, anger, bill, love, missing you, tagged alone, anger, bill, breakup, Breakups, control, dancing, divorce, Dreams, dustin, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans on August 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I try. I really try. Move on. Let it go. Find something else. Focus your mind elsewhere. I try…
Bear and I have kept busy this summer. We have done one thing after another. Today we went shopping for my photo shoot. No big deal right? I mean, I made it past the drive in front of [...]
Girls night out
Posted in Love Affair, bill, dustin, love, missing you, tagged Babies, bill, breakup, Breakups, control, dancing, divorce, Dreams, dustin, friends, hate, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, martinis, missing you, Sex, summer, words on June 14, 2009 | 1 Comment »
From time to time what every girl needs is a night out with the girls. The type of night where you dress up in your hottest clothes, have toasts, take tons of pictures and get beyond drunk where you swear you will be best friends forever then puke in the bushes laughing uncontrollably. Amazing how [...]
The second wedding that wasn’t mine
Posted in Love Affair, bill, tagged alone, anger, Babies, bill, breakup, Breakups, dancing, dustin, friends, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, summer, wedding on June 13, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Why oh why do I put myself in certain positions? Probably because I don’t want to sit at home and hide from everything that reminds me of Bill. Yesterday was a really good day. Things were going smoothly. Dustin had the day off and we got some things done and went to see the movie [...]
Not my wedding night
Posted in Babies, Breakups, Love Affair, anger, bill, homesick, love, missing you, tagged alone, bill, breakup, dancing, dustin, Fantasies, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, martinis, missing you, wedding on May 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
So eventually we made it on our way to the wedding tonight. After we picked up another coworker of Dustins that I don’t care for. Hello, ackward moment when coworker gets in the truck. They all know the situation at his work. We don’t need to ignore the elephant in the truck but I guess [...]
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