Lisa moved in with me the other night after walking out on her husband. Then moved back to her home the next day. This happened to be the same night Dustin chose to move some of his stuff out of our place. I’ll get to everything that falls in between those sentences in a post [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Dreams’
There is still something about that man
Posted in Breakups, Dreams, bill, divorce, love, tagged breakup, control, divorce, Dreams, dustin, family, friends, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans on December 28, 2009 | 3 Comments »
If you will excuse me I’m Scroogin it today
Posted in Dreams, Love Affair, bill, holidays, love, missing you, tagged alone, anger, bill, breakup, Breakups, Dreams, family, friends, holidays, homesick, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, scrooge, work on December 23, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’ve been feeling a bit like a Scrooge the past couple of days. I have been surrounded by everyone at work exchanging presents and going out for lunch together while I’m left sitting at my desk punching out audits. My frustration built yesterday as one thing after another went wrong. I couldn’t hold back the tears [...]
The first of the family get togethers
Posted in Breakups, Love Affair, bill, dustin, holidays, love, tagged alone, bill, breakup, Chritmas, divorce, Dreams, dustin, family, holidays, homesick, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you on December 20, 2009 | 3 Comments »
It seems all of us in the break up, blog world are going through the same thing right now- the Holidays are kicking our asses. I feel perfect relief when I jump on someones blog and nod my head yes through the whole things because I could have written it verbatim. Thank God I’m not [...]
Where do Bears come from?
Posted in dustin, work, tagged control, Dreams, kids, love, marriage, plans, trial on December 17, 2009 | 6 Comments »
I have debated with sharing something with you. That thing is not a thing but the short person whom we call Bear that lives with us. Many of you have asked where she came from and not in the sense of where do babies come from in general. Just her, in general. I’m sharing this [...]
Signs, fate, and a little push
Posted in 1, Dreams, Love Affair, bill, cliches, homesick, love, missing you, tagged love, marriage, breakup, homesick, friends, Love Affair, missing you, job, lonely, alone, Dreams, plans, control, fate, signs on December 16, 2009 | 4 Comments »
I believe in signs, fate, moments that happen for a reason. I believe in that gut feeling and instinct that can kick in at certain times. I believe things happen in your dreams that may push your soul farther than you know. I believe in all of these things for a reason that I just [...]
No one told me chaos wasn’t a cure
Posted in Love Affair, bill, love, missing you, work, tagged alone, Boundaries, breakup, business, career, control, divorce, Dreams, homesick, job, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, quirks. habits, weather, work on December 8, 2009 | 2 Comments »
For those of you who have been around for a while, remember the days when I used to say I NEED A JOB! You know, something to do with my time and to keep my mind off of Bill. What the fuck was I thinking? I have now filled my plate so full I have [...]
Thanksgiving weekend points
Posted in Love Affair, anger, bill, love, missing you, tagged alone, anger, breakup, divorce, Dreams, ex-wife, family, friends, job, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, martinis, missing you, plans, work on November 28, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’ve sat here for a while trying to figure out how to put my weekend down. How to make the thoughts come out right. My feelings have been a tangled mess everywhere. So I’ll just throw out the points.
I was soooo looking forward to the long weekend. After work on Wednesday my new co-workers invited [...]
One last puzzle piece
Posted in bill, tagged alone, breakup, christmas, Dreams, family, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, puzzles on November 23, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I have been going through this thing lately where I have been trying to get Bear to not watch so much TV. So to give her other options I suggested we pull out an old 1000 piece puzzle that my Grandma had given me a while back and tackle it. I haven’t done a puzzle [...]
My last therapy session happened this week
Posted in Random, bill, tagged alone, bill, breakup, Breakups, control, divorce, Dreams, love, Love Affair, marriage, plans, therapist on November 22, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Hell of a week for me to have my last session with my therapist right? It wasn’t this set in stone date by any means. A few weeks ago I finished this stack of papers, or worksheets if you will, on losing someone. Since then our time has slowed down and there isn’t much left [...]
The new job
Posted in missing you, work, tagged alone, breakup, career, Dreams, job, lonely, love, Love Affair, missing you, work on November 18, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I started work Monday. My new job. My big girl job. My next big step. I put my heels back on and my cute outfit and set off. Nerves were bouncing in my stomach so bad the night before but Dustin was having none of it. No support. Ok, I could do this.
I was immediately [...]
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