Posted in Love Affair, anger, bill, love, missing you, tagged alone, anger, breakup, divorce, Dreams, ex-wife, family, friends, job, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, martinis, missing you, plans, work on November 28, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’ve sat here for a while trying to figure out how to put my weekend down. How to make the thoughts come out right. My feelings have been a tangled mess everywhere. So I’ll just throw out the points.
I was soooo looking forward to the long weekend. After work on Wednesday my new co-workers invited [...]
Posted in Breakups, Love Affair, love, missing you, vacation, tagged alone, divorce, ex-wife, flowers, friends, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, presents, rings, travel, wife on November 24, 2009 | 1 Comment »
The news is in on the Cancun trip that Lisa took with Man on the Side and her husband and Oh yea, Man on the sides pregnant wife. Yep, just two happy couples enjoing a trip to Cancun.
Right….
Man on the sides wife sounds like she is catching on to the fact that her hubby likes Lisa [...]
Posted in Love Affair, bill, love, missing you, tagged alone, breakup, divorce, ex-wife, friends, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, travel, work on November 7, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
My reasoning for venturing to South Dakota was to visit Sadie and her family. Sadie used to work in the same company as me. Her Dad, Gary, and Bill have been very close friends for years. They haven’t spoken to one another since Bill left me but they are now getting back on speaking terms. Her father decided [...]
Posted in Breakups, bill, tagged alone, anger, bill, breakup, divorce, ex-wife, fight, friends, love, Love Affair, marriage, wife on October 27, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Several people have asked me a question since the day Bill left. It mainly boils down to Why didn’t I fight harder? Why didn’t I walk in his office and confront him? Demand answers.
These are fair questions to ask. Questions I have often asked myself actually.
I had absolutely no idea that Bill was going to [...]
Posted in Breakups, bill, tagged bill, Boundaries, breakup, control, divorce, Dreams, ex-wife, friends, hate, job, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, quirks. habits, Sex, therapist, wife on October 24, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I feel like I’m getting to a point where I can look back and send out my own advice to people going through a similar situation. Not that it is good advice, but if nothing else something to entertain you. Im kind of stealing this idea from a friend so for more go check out Rules [...]
Posted in Breakups, Love Affair, bill, divorce, tagged breakup, divorce, ex-wife, friends, job, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, plans, wife on October 14, 2009 | 8 Comments »
Lisa and I like to play this game where we make off the wall guesses on just what the hell happened. You know, with that guy I was planning on marrying. Take the other day for example, she took a pregnancy test and while I was waiting for any magical lines to appear, she started throwing [...]
Posted in Love Affair, bill, dustin, love, work, tagged alone, anger, breakup, divorce, dustin, ex-wife, friends, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, quirks. habits, wife, work on October 13, 2009 | 4 Comments »
A fight occurred in this household last night. Dust made one comment and I may have flown off the handle a bit. Let me preface this by giving you a schedule. We have Angelena from Friday when she gets off of school till Sunday nights. Sometimes she has things going on, like slumber parties, and [...]
Posted in Dreams, Love Affair, anger, bill, divorce, homesick, love, tagged alone, anger, bill, Boundaries, breakup, Breakups, control, divorce, Dreams, ex-wife, family, homesick, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, wedding on October 12, 2009 | 4 Comments »
The more I mull this over in my head, the more I realize there is really something bothering me from this weekend. I didn’t realize it had that big of an effect on me till last night when I lost it. For the first time in weeks? the tears hit me. I think it also had [...]
Posted in Breakups, Dreams, Love Affair, bill, homesick, love, missing you, tagged alone, bill, breakup, Breakups, Dreams, ex-wife, homesick, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, weather, wife on October 5, 2009 | 3 Comments »
It was two years ago this month that Bill’s wife called me at the office one day. She wanted to get Bill his dream Harley for his 40th birthday in December but the funny part was she didn’t know what that was exactly. You know, the details. So I gave her the details that somehow I [...]
Posted in Love Affair, bill, love, tagged bill, breakup, Breakups, divorce, Dreams, dustin, ex-wife, friends, love, Love Affair, marriage, plans, wife on August 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
We never really had any real way that we were going to tell our spouses. We gave it a lot of thought but it is a hard thing to spill out. We practiced with friends and Bill with his family. It seemed to go well for both of us, especially him with his family. We [...]
