I’m having a hard time getting my post out about my South Dakota trip so instead I thought I would share another story with you. I really hate cliches. Really hate them. I have heard them all lately. The whole “If it was meant to happen…” “It’ll work out in the end…” Blah Blah. Yea, [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Fantasies’
Fairy Tale #2- Jack and Rachel
Posted in Breakups, Dreams, divorce, love, tagged Babies, breakup, business, career, divorce, Dreams, Fantasies, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you on November 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The things about me
Posted in Random, tagged bill, Childhood friends, Dreams, dustin, Fantasies, friends, golf, kids, marriage, martinis, plans, Sex, weather, wedding, words on June 24, 2009 | 6 Comments »
I’m doing the obligatory 100 because I need to do something right now. Basically I’m not so indifferent to Bills little trip like I thought I was the other day. This is keeping me entertained. When you finish reading share your favorite thing with me!
1) I love underwear. I collect it like some women do [...]
Once upon a time…I loved you more
Posted in Dreams, bill, tagged bill, breakup, Breakups, Dreams, Fantasies, I love you, I love you more, kids, little red book, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, once upon a time, plans, words on June 20, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I started this blog in an effort to get the words out and dispell the parts of Bill and I that I couldn’t keep in anymore. It has been immensely helpful. Whether it just ends up in the great void or someone reads it, it just helps. I have wrote about the little red book [...]
Half naked day with strangers
Posted in Random, bill, tagged bill, Fantasies, love, Love Affair, marriage, Sex, summer, weather, wife on June 17, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Sitting around here is making me funky in the head so I scheduled some things in the city today. It is a screaming 92 degrees and where I live folks we have this thing called humidity. Just plan on melting when you walk out the door. I love it.
I chose to finally go in for [...]
We are adults…when did that happen?
Posted in Childhood, Dreams, Love Affair, divorce, tagged alone, Babies, breakup, Breakups, Childhood friends, divorce, Fantasies, friends, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, moving, summer on June 2, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Over the weekend I went back to the town I grew up in and had drinks with my childhood friend A. We grew up in a tiny town in the midwest and were 3 houses away from each other. Those were the best summers. We never seperated. Spent every night together. Ran all over town [...]
Settling in lifes hard grooves
Posted in Breakups, Cody, Dreams, Love Affair, bill, cliches, tagged alone, bill, breakup, Breakups, divorce, Dreams, dustin, Fantasies, friends, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, words on June 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It hits me today- Who are we as an adult to settle? What leads us to believe we should take what we think is ok and what should just work and stay with that? Why can’t we just say we want to be happy and aim for it? We settle in our jobs, our relationships, [...]
Not my wedding night
Posted in Babies, Breakups, Love Affair, anger, bill, homesick, love, missing you, tagged alone, bill, breakup, dancing, dustin, Fantasies, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, martinis, missing you, wedding on May 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
So eventually we made it on our way to the wedding tonight. After we picked up another coworker of Dustins that I don’t care for. Hello, ackward moment when coworker gets in the truck. They all know the situation at his work. We don’t need to ignore the elephant in the truck but I guess [...]
Fantasies
Posted in Breakups, Dreams, Fantasies, Love Affair, Sex, bill, love, tagged breakup, Fantasies, homesick, love, Love Affair, Sex on May 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Its amazing how fantasies change through out our lives. When I was 13 it was a simple fantasy about kissing a certain boy in class. In college it was about what I would amount to. Before word spread of our affair it was just the simple fantasy of being with Bill when I went to [...]

