In the past week my life has changed at a great pace. Not that the past year hasn’t been that way but it seems everyday has been a flurry of change and all I can do is keep my feet planted like a football player waiting for the play to start. Hold my stance, focus [...]
Posts Tagged ‘homesick’
New Years Eve
Posted in 1, divorce, dustin, holidays, love, tagged love, marriage, breakup, homesick, friends, kids, Love Affair, missing you, job, lonely, alone, ex-wife, divorce, plans, control, family, holidays on January 2, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
If you will excuse me I’m Scroogin it today
Posted in Dreams, Love Affair, bill, holidays, love, missing you, tagged alone, anger, bill, breakup, Breakups, Dreams, family, friends, holidays, homesick, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, scrooge, work on December 23, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’ve been feeling a bit like a Scrooge the past couple of days. I have been surrounded by everyone at work exchanging presents and going out for lunch together while I’m left sitting at my desk punching out audits. My frustration built yesterday as one thing after another went wrong. I couldn’t hold back the tears [...]
The first of the family get togethers
Posted in Breakups, Love Affair, bill, dustin, holidays, love, tagged alone, bill, breakup, Chritmas, divorce, Dreams, dustin, family, holidays, homesick, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you on December 20, 2009 | 3 Comments »
It seems all of us in the break up, blog world are going through the same thing right now- the Holidays are kicking our asses. I feel perfect relief when I jump on someones blog and nod my head yes through the whole things because I could have written it verbatim. Thank God I’m not [...]
Signs, fate, and a little push
Posted in 1, Dreams, Love Affair, bill, cliches, homesick, love, missing you, tagged alone, breakup, control, Dreams, fate, friends, homesick, job, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, signs on December 16, 2009 | 4 Comments »
I believe in signs, fate, moments that happen for a reason. I believe in that gut feeling and instinct that can kick in at certain times. I believe things happen in your dreams that may push your soul farther than you know. I believe in all of these things for a reason that I just [...]
No one told me chaos wasn’t a cure
Posted in Love Affair, bill, love, missing you, work, tagged alone, Boundaries, breakup, business, career, control, divorce, Dreams, homesick, job, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, quirks. habits, weather, work on December 8, 2009 | 2 Comments »
For those of you who have been around for a while, remember the days when I used to say I NEED A JOB! You know, something to do with my time and to keep my mind off of Bill. What the fuck was I thinking? I have now filled my plate so full I have [...]
And now I hear from the opposing team
Posted in bill, work, tagged alone, anger, bill, Boundaries, breakup, business, career, control, divorce, homesick, job, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, plans, words on December 1, 2009 | 7 Comments »
My first week of work I was rounding up my license’s for the new boss. I wasn’t sure about one of them and really didn’t think it was the real one. Bill had a tendency to take care of me with all of that stuff and I was even surprised I had them in my [...]
I bet you have a hard time walking into a room full of people…
Posted in bill, work, tagged alone, breakup, business, career, homesick, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, work on October 29, 2009 | 6 Comments »
“I bet you’ve had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? Yeah. I know that. I know what it is not to feel like your in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let [...]
I’m getting somewhere
Posted in bill, tagged alone, anger, bill, breakup, divorce, Dreams, homesick, lonely, love, Love Affair, missing you, therapist on October 23, 2009 | 3 Comments »
It was a few weeks after Bill left that a friend of mine said Here is my therapist’s number, call her. My friend had been through a similar problem but I never in my life thought seeing a therapist was something I would do. Perhaps becoming one, but not seeing one. But as you spend [...]
How to build a home and not just a house
Posted in Breakups, Dreams, Love Affair, bill, divorce, love, tagged breakup, divorce, Dreams, homesick, kids, lonely, love, Love Affair, marriage, missing you, moving, plans, Sex, wife on October 22, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Bill and I spent a lot of time looking at land and houses, houses and land. We knew that we wouldn’t be able to buy either for at least a year. Till all the dust was settled but we still looked to figured out what the other like. Apparently I was nothing close to having the [...]
It is the damn happy couples
Posted in Dreams, Love Affair, anger, bill, divorce, homesick, love, tagged bill, love, marriage, breakup, homesick, Love Affair, Breakups, anger, missing you, lonely, alone, wedding, Dreams, ex-wife, divorce, plans, Boundaries, control, family on October 12, 2009 | 4 Comments »
The more I mull this over in my head, the more I realize there is really something bothering me from this weekend. I didn’t realize it had that big of an effect on me till last night when I lost it. For the first time in weeks? the tears hit me. I think it also had [...]
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